While pregnant my mom passed away. It was devastating. There I was 7 months and 2 weeks pregnant and my mom of 38 yrs passed away. So the last bit of my pregnancy I ate and shopped. By the time I had my little girl I weighed in at 234lbs before and after her birth 200.
After having my daughter we ended up PCSing to Australia. Where I live is in the middle of nowhere. So the things that people do here are drink and eat. I mean Australia is known for its love of the alcohol. So I gained weight. I got up to around 215 lbs and then got pregnant with my second and last child. During this pregnancy I got really sick. For a couple of days all I did was get sick. It got bad to where I was in the emergency room and was given medication. After getting sick I really didn't eat much. I ate subway, took my vitamins, and stayed in the house. I had trouble getting around because he was so big. At 5 months pregnant he was so big that it was getting to the point where I would almost pass out and need to hang over to get my heart rate under control. When I had my son I weighed in at 215 lbs. After having him I had complications. I got sick again and had to have multiple surgeries after having him. I lost a lot of blood. I had to spend 10 days not eating. Which was easy with all the medication I was on. By the time I was able to eat I weighed in at 170 lbs. With blood lose and not eating that was my lowest weight in awhile. But as soon as I started eating I got right back up to 210. I started working out in July of 2011 and have so far lost 5 lbs. I am limited in what exercise I can do because I need to have more surgeries.
I have a want to be able to look at myself naked and be pleased. So I will start a pretty drastic diet in hopes that it would put me on the road I wish to travel. The last time I weighed myself which was 4 days ago I weighed 205lbs. The highest weight I have ever reached was 234lbs. I am setting my goal at 145lbs. If I can get lower I will be super happy about it.
So here I go. Ready for whatever may come my way.
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